Wednesday, March 19, 2008

maybe its maybe its my environment somehow i feel as if my space is getting cramped . i just feel like pushing my troubles away and just leave everything to get some time to think. my friends are the true things i have now losing them is never a choice but well sometimes people do change. i have been quite sensitive lately . Any insult ill take it to heart but what to do . My family thinks as if ill be the family embarrassment source. Its kill me to inside my family have thoughts of me until like dat. Ill show them ill get thaat o level cert with something better than any of my siblings. Faith is cruel dont you agree? it is to me . Lucky is too . Just when things are going well something sure to happen . i have this feeling that god is punishing me for sins i have committed if he is than i will accept it . Friends come and go they say but 6 of this people well 4 currently to me will be treasured by me . If ever they need help ill be there . I cant seem to talk to 3 ppl about problems i have nowadays only 1 of them truely is an optimistic person. Skate,Skate and Skate thoughts i have in my mind now . Cause when i skated no one ever stop me ..

A dagger is my hearts friend right about now . They going to be reunited soon if i cant carry on .
Stab , Stab and Stab. It grows closer and closer to me that death is the only thing right about now . Secrets are no longer safe and promises are meant to be broken . The son u thought u had is gone for the face of this earth . The friend u thought u could talk to is gone and he may never come back . Leave this earth and take tis soul as its not right for this future to be ever bright once more . Leave this kid alone and let him be in peace cause right about now he feel like slashing his wrist

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