Friday, September 14, 2007

today drowning in embarassment to the extend i couldnt breathe . yeah so yes i was called out because i skip lessons yesterday but its worth it ;D. i was sure they wouldnt call my name out cause i manage to escape so many times before but yet of all person they had to call they call my name first from the whole batch . wow to add to the embarassment i tripped sia .. yeah she must be very angry with me proably but how no point crying of spilt milk .. yeah not int he mood today to talk or wat im still worried one wat she will say if she calls me if she boycott me she has the right to .. Today preety much like my fav subject maths and physics yummy . I did the whole paper though i tot it was a waste of time ... So yeah today breaking fast mummy told me its fried rice with salted fish .. DELICIOUS ...

I hurt her . I knew this was going to happen i can never keep a girl in my heart so long . Why did i listen to all this i promise i trust but see wat i done if she proably hates me now i dont blame and i blame myself . RUMOrS stop stop Oh just stop saying bad things of her maybe i should just ignore wat people say instead of beliving this i should stand up for her shes the one and only person i depend on and know i do this to her . Im sorry i dont blame me if u want me to leave ur life forever . I dont blame u if u want me to forget that u exist . i dont blame me if u dont wanna talk to me

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